I feel weird..the holiday is on Thursday..but still gratefull for that:)..kapan lagi coba? Ahhh so glad that I have one day off in my busy weekdays..atleast I can be prepared for friday and saturday where I have to work overtime hiks..jumat ini dari pagi juga..jumat dpn juga..tp dinikmatin aja d..semoga bsok bs sempet ke syukuran isma..I feel so tired..gunjingan orang di kantor ternyata msh berkepanjangan..capek d ngikutinnya kyk gada kerjaan aja d tu orang2:( seballll!!!

Hiatusnya udahan ah...ga ngaruh jg hehe..I was in total messed up yesterday..and some new friends kyknya KY benerrr!!! Tell me apa yg bakal lo rasain kalo lo lg capek bgt, jenuh, badan ga enak agak demam tp ada orang yg ga bs diem mulutnya..untuk fun that kind of person is needed tp kalo dalam kondisi gue kmrn tuh kayaknya ga bs deh!! udh pgn said "SHUT UP!" but I couldn't do that:(..there were other friends around...bukannya ga suka punya temen baru tp mungkin gue aja yg lagi gamau terlalu open ama orang sejak kejadian being the most gossiped person in my office:(.

And I really missed my fantastic four from college T_T..kangen banget ktemu mereka tp selalu mendadak d acaranya...so it's impossible for me to join them.. I felt so sad.. plus those KY friends cerita serem tanpa peduli gue udh ga tahan lagi..malah tambah kenceng ngomongnya *really!!yesterday I felt I wanted to kick them and threw both of them out of my car!!" I know that maybe I'm overreacted but klo berhubungan ama hal yang horor2 kan gue beneran blum bisa...bukan ga bisa tp blum bisa..still trying to overcome my fear though..so yesterday was suck!!

Today is much better..I really need some books to read to get rid of those fears..Still dowloading JErelated too haha...

I'll take my hiatus for a while..don't have any idea what to do..but actually ao many things to be done by the end of the end of this week...

But wait!!!!Nino's gonna play a married man with Mao-chan as his wife!!!!!!Kyaaaa ga pernah bisa benci ama mao-channnnn hahaha tp lucu yah short couple d nih ntarnya tp nino bakalan punya anak disini hahahahaha ga sabaarrrrr!!!!tp hiatus dl hehe

Compared to AAA dvd somehow I prefer Arashi in Music Lover haha..maybe because Nino looks so genki in Music Lover:)..I'm done downloading some files but still got no chance to watch:( so many things came up and the last gossip I had was I heard some of my students said that I'm one of the teacher's wife *hahaha pengen guling2 trus nabokin tu murid deh rasanyaaaa ditambah ama komen kaget dari para guru di teacher's room! yaoloh..pantesan murid2 gue itu pada bisik2 en cengar-cengir klo gue masuk huh!!kick those abgs*

Issue at the office is getting better..even one of the solution was I have to handed over my tuesday-thursday class to a full timer..it's better that way..I'm tired being complained by those fulltimers..so started from today I have to think positive about everything and I have to think about the sharing program planned by my AOO *huhuhu...harus present huhuhu..I hate speaking in front of the public...*

I don't know what to post anyway..my feeling and my mind wasn't in a good mood to talk or write..it's like so many things I want to say but my mouth couldn't let it out..I was wondering..so many things at the office confused me..yesterday was the final..finally the old lady *the one who always feels she's the best* said the word, she said some rumors is upped at my office, one of 'em is about me being always have so many classes every term. She said some teachers think that my AOO is "playing favorites". My name is on their list now:( those teachers said that my AOO always picked the same teacher for special occasion, my in service training was the most obvious moment. They said I and two of my fellow teachers are always be the chosen one:( is that suppossed to be our fault? I don't think so...But I don't know if this old lady said is true or just something that she made up, because apparently she used to be the chosen one:(...bingung jadinya gue!!!! Gue kan ga minta kelas sampe 10 slot!! Ternyata ga cuma gue yang dapet 10 kelas,ada guru laen jg kok..tp kenapa gue yg digosipin!!Huh emang susah jadi artis haha...udah digosipin apa lagi d minggu depan!! Terseraahhhhh!!!

Watched my AAA dvd last night yayyyy!!!!Penantian berakhir haha...I love the concert , yet I think it's dissapointed:( why?because no bonus at all!!! Some might say that JE boys or JE groups in their 10th anniversary are like that. Mengurangi segala rupa bonus-bonus dvdnya, bt!!! Tapi whatever it is still Nino is love hahaha buta deh gue klo liat nino keringetan hihihi..

The in service training is finally over yesterday..thank God!!!! I'm so tired!! And not to mention that me and several friends had to take care of the wedding present *sighhhhhhh* ga bs gerak sama sekaliiii!! Bangun jam 5 pulang jam 7 malem, duhhh ga kabayang yg tiap hari harus kerja kayak gini..I salute you d...and I'm not in good position at all, so many things came up..and last night was the last time we really had to sit together and wrapped all the presents huhuhuu...seperti biasa I always became the victim!!!but i'm so glad we made it:)...

now..WHERE'S MY AAA DVD??????????blum nyampe kayaknya...sabar...

I have to take my hiatus mode on started on monday..yes tomorrow..I have to join my office team for the in service training..if i'm not get paid for this i might not going hehe but i get paid so i'm going..a week full of stress!! so it'll be no day off for me this term *sigh...love the money but hate the tiring days..*

Mei-chan no Shitsuji finally ended..owww Hiro was kakkoi!! But the ending didn't really in a good way of ending in my version^^ still I love the drama..

That how we call the super duper shocking news!! While I'm still confused with my feeling I got this shocking news, a senior of mine is getting married!! dan calon suaminya ternyataaaa salah satu dari rekan sekerja kami huahahahahahaha...now I started to believe that love is magic...her future husband is younger than her..bagaikan nemu jawaban apaaa...gitu haha..I'm so excited!!harus cari baju kondangan ahahaha td sempet nanya darling sih pake apa...nampaknya ga jauh dr pink lagi karena my mom paling benci baju biru buat kondangan hehe...

And I'm crazy about Merlin haha ga nyambung!!The cast for Arthur is cute^^

Something wrong with my left arm, it hurt if I pull it. I don't know why!! I can't sleep last night because I have to keep my arm in a straight position:(. But I have to use it anyway.  And watched Shukudai-kun this morning after a few days finished downloading the file, I don't really get the point of this episode, one thing for sure, I don't seee Nino as cheers as he's always been hehe.. But I love the part when all the member made him do the 'ball throwing' games (I don't know the name:D), it seems all the member knew that Nino was in a very bad mood and tried to made him laugh^^ so sweet..

He asked me to go with him to Java Jaz!!! But...I'm so tired T__T not sure that I'll survive there...ntar malah gue pingsan kan payah!! And my dearest best friend Mba' Lia kliatan kaget!! Gawat! I really want to go to Java Jazz but....I need some sleep... Beside..I've been busy downloading Dawson's Creek 6th season, Gilmore Girl etc hahaha...

It's already a month after the first meeting and I'm going nuts every single day!!! How can I make the procedures???Anybody can help me pleaseeee!!! I think I have to watch some movies related to the spelling bee!! Ganbarimasu!!

Watched Shukudai Yaterman Sp last night and it was a funny episode indeed..and something never change hehe how nino can guess a piece of coin in that stupid plastic glasses in aibaland part haha ketauan banget sih mata duitan mmuah!! And Kyoko-chan choooo kawaiii and I really love the part when she said "saying yatta is a little bit hazukashi isn't it?" to Sho and Sho *with that EYES looking at her and said "hazukashikunai!!!" haha lucuuuuu!!!! Puas deh liat betapa Sho jadi bulan-bulanan mereka tapi in the end the other members were asked to do the ya~tta henshin haha...aiba yang selalu nabrak-nabrakXD.

A~hh...got to get back with my budgeting report for the Spelling Bee Competition in my school since I'm the person in charge (seballlll darimana sih tu AOO bisa mutusin gue yang jadi PIC *nangissss* I hate making budgeting report!!! I even got C for accounting!!!).

An old member of my room is back..my brown table I've owned since I was in high school..well mo gimana lagi dong..akhirnya harus masuk juga ke kamar gue diatas, dengan perjuangan angkat meja ama sepupu cowok gue en ampir tumbang d gue nahannya. Ampir ga masuk juga ke kamar karena ada small-short-isle menuju kamar gue hiks.. tapi yatta!!! We made it!! And tadaaa my room is just as it used to be haha full!! Apa daya gue perlu banget nih meja soalnya meja pinky gue yg nempel di tembok itu bikin pegel punggung huhuhu..ga berhasil d jadi orang jepang gue!! And ini sebenernya lagi dalam rangka angkut-angkut barang juga, mindahin kulkas ama a huge wardrobe nyokap yang belum dibawa kerumah ini. And there are soooo many guests in my house, not to mention another family will show up in a few more minutes huahhh jadi gue kabur bentar buat donlot arashi hehe refresh setelah bau keringet tiada tara..tapi saya sudah mandi sekarang hehe..yosh!!harus balik lagi kebawah nih..

How many days? almost a week? not really..I just don't feel want to write anything in here..but today maybe I'll write somethingXD.  I have a fever :( I felt not really genki since yesterday morning but I had to go to work, saturday doom for work hehe..from 7 to 7 *I hope I'll have my payment without mistake this month XD *udh bbrp bulan si tukang ngitung absen ternyata salah itung muluuu!! And I just found out that I can get my uhmm apa ya namanya penggantian uang ongkos pas gue platihan taun lalu itu?hehe males mikir banget.  Pokoknya ternyata gue boleh ambil, hoorayyy more than enough for my calendar!!

(tried this phaannn^^ and the koala is choo cute!!!)

I had my valentine hang out with my dearest friends^^!!!! Thank you minna,otsukare!!! Stepped my foot in Grand Indonesia and got confused with so many spots where we can take some pictures haha..and my birthday present!!!! I never thought I'll have this huge Hello Kitty bag hahaha thank you minna!!! Love you all..and now..I'm home..



*sumpah tasnyaaaa dreams come true hahaha huge!!!!*

I just watched Arashi no Shukudai-kun eps 121, and found out that nino is kind of famous among the model's daily talk hahaha I can't hradly believe that but when Sho-kun asked the model "do you models often talk about us Arashi?" and she said "sure!", Sho asked "which member is their favorite?" she said "we often talk about Ninomiya-san" argghhhhhhhhhh OK NOW I BELIEVE THAT!!!! Nino just said "arigatou-gozaimasu" with that shy face of him ahahaha, love you!!!!